Tuesday, September 20, 2005

I'm getting closer to moving to Atlanta. I'm excited and scared. Yes, scared. I've never been stretched this much before. And never in so many ways. I've been delayed alot, much due to my own ambitions. I've always had work beofre too. Now I have to find a new job and find it in a completely different state. Finances are tight too. I will have less than 100 bucks left by the time I arrive. I've invested the majority of my savings into my bike, which I just got back today. It runs great now. I'm waiting for my license now. While I wait I need to find temporary work until I move. Money is so tight, so tight. This is such a major change for me and there are so many things I'm dealing with.

God, please give me the wisdom I need to make the right choices. I pray for help financially. I really want to live in Atlanta with Phil, Mark, and Zach. I pray everything goes smoothly. I pray I find a good job. I also pray for protection over my bike. God, no prayer is too ridiculous. I've invested alot into the bike. Please protect it for me. I can't afford a good security system on it yet. I pray no one steals it from me. I'm leaving it in your hands God. I will do as you lead me God. Show me what to do. I love you and I need you. I know I can make it with your help. You have done so much for me already. Thank you for everything. That is why I trust you, because you are faithful God. I've seen it first hand. You always amaze me God. In Jesus name I pray. Amen!!!

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Man, it's been too long. I can't remember the last time I blogged. It was probably in Atlanta. I thought i'd be there right now. But I'm waiting for paperwork to get my motorcycle license. I passed the riding course and I'm getting a roadtest waiver so I don't need to take it. But the paperwork could take up to 6 weeks to process. I might be in Albany until October. At least I get alot of practice on my bike. I thought I'd have that too. But I won't get it until Saturday (I hope I get it then). So far it's been delay after delay after delay but this guy is saving me alot of money by working on it himself rather than at a shop. I just want to get the bike and start riding before I forget how to. It'll be a week since the last time I rode. That was a fun course too. Tough but fun. Keep me in prayer. I need to start hunting for jobs. I'm even looking in Albany for temporary work. But no one has any, yet. Maybe Mike Miele will let me clean offices for him. But in order to work I need my bike to drive there. Which reminds me, I need an inspection done first thing as soon as I get the bike back. Hehe, everything I'm talking about I've been waiting to happen. The only thing I've been doing is playing Age of Empires on my laptop, or eating. Today I got bored so I washed the dishes at my mom's house. Does that help describe the situation. I'm eager to move to Atlanta. I wonder if God doesn't want me to go to Atlanta. But the door doesn't seem closed. It just looks like I'm being delayed. The one thing I wonder about is those hurricanes. If I left like I planned at first I would have went down south right into Katrina. And if I left right after the course like I thought I would have driven right into Ophelia. Maybe God is making the timing perfect. I wouldn't think that God is shutting the doors. I have alot invested already in going to Atlanta. And nothing that's happening is looking like a closed door. I personally think it's God working out his perfect timing or the devil trying to hinder my progress. Pray for me. Pray for a safe trip (I'm driving over 1,000 miles on my motorcycle) and pray for my financial wellbeing. I am running low on money and I will need a job as soon as I get to Atlanta to make it. I have just enough to get there. (Phew...I need to blog more frequently so I don't have to get so much out at once.)