wow, work sucked today. out of the eight hours i was there i did about two hours of actual work. there is nothing to do anymore. i'm glad that i'm getting my resume updated and that people are offering me possible jobs. it's possible that by tomorrow a few people at my work could be fired. i hope it all works out ok. say a prayer for me and my co-workers.
man, i'm beginning to have such an urge to get a computer and the internet. i want to play absolute poker. i want to im people (i have someone specifically in mind). and i want to blog without going to the library where people can read over my shoulder. HEY!! WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT? GO SIT DOWN!! sorry...see what i mean!
i offered to do something for larry fronk but i know i'm probably not going to do it. it's already late. he told me i had until this sunday, or at least that is what i think he said. but either way, this thing is too hard for me to do. i bit off more than i could chew. i don't have the courage to say i can't do it. especially b/c it's so late already. i don't have the courage to even talk to him about it. that's why i didn't go to church this wednesday (yesturday). it's been driving my insane. and it's some big important thing. it's not like i can get away with not doing it. he needs it for a meeting with people. i so freaking screwed up here.