the first four hours of work today were pointless.
however, i finally got some legitimate work to do after lunch.
what a difference it made. it felt like it was worth being there...at least for the 2nd half of the day.

one of the nice ladies at my work asked if i had a "significant other" yet. people are asking this more now. it doesn't annoy me that they ask. it's that i have to say no every time. it's like an infectious disease. it's eating away at me. i want to be able to say yes. i want a girlfriend. but God wants me to wait. he's got other things he wants to deal with...whatever they are (i could use a clue God!).

you know your getting fat when you sweat just sitting there and it's only 70. i need to loose like fourty or fifty pounds. my doctor told me i should weigh like 170-180. i'm 2 freakin' 20.

an ironic thing is happening here. people used to visit my blog site when i never blogged for months...now i blog like crap every day (at least for the past three days) and no one freakin' hit's this site anymore. oh yeah, and now that i am checking my emails again no one's emailing me either. GRRRRRRR!! i'm suddenly lonely :(

well, i'm going to make like a twig and branch off........(that was so dwaynish).........CK1