i emailed a bunch of people in my address book to see if they still have the same email addresses. and some of them responded. now we've been emailing again. yay, people like me!

amanda from syracuse is one such person (i can never remember her last name). she lives in australia now. that's a really cool place for a really cool person.

lacy miller is another such person. if any of you went to the teen camp in maryland (no, not the maryland in new jersey) you might remember her. we both like playing the omish card game "dutch blitz". but neither one of us can find people that really get into it like we do.

oh yeah, cary bonnell. i can't forget cary. she's a great friend. and she's always really busy. God's doing alot in her life right now. and satan would like nothing more than to change that. if you get a chance, pray for her. i know she'd appreciate it.


i'm realizing now how many friends i have. there's alot of them. and they are all really good friends. some people have friends that are kind of sketchy. i have had a few myself. but God's put me around alot of really good people.

but what if God called me away from all my friends? what if He had work for me to do that was not near any of them? and i wouldn't be able to get in touch often? i wonder if i could handle that? right now i need my friends. if they're not there i get lonely, and even depressed. i feel like i depend on them so much right now i wouldn't be able to do it. i would want to do what God says. but it's such a tough situation.