I can't tell if that last blog was accurate or not. I'm not sure if that's what God wants. I believe I need to spend more time with Him. Maybe i just need to adjust time between God and others. I get so drained when I'm around people all the time. And I need God more but get less of Him b/c I get preoccupied. God help me understand. I think that last blog was a cry for help kind of thing. Maybe it was too drastic.