I wasn't going to go home for spring break. Some friends and I were planning on going on a cruise. It was going to be great. But the prices were bad during our spring break schedule. Alot of people are still staying in Atlanta. I have been thinging of joining them and staying as well. But my friends and family in Albany miss me.

I have been depressed lately about pretty much everything. In fact, I have my first counceling session tomorrow. My city director suggested it. And my teammates have mentioned my moods have been unnerving to them. I heard a symptom of depression can be lacking the ability to make a decision / plan ahead. I have had a hard time planning ahead for spring break.

I realize me family and freinds back in Albany love me alot. It comes out in small ways, but I can recognize it. I miss them too. If only I had bought a plane ticket earlier. It's not that prices now are expensive becuase it's so close to spring break (although prices do get higher the closer you intended departure gets). The thing that makes me wonder if I can still go home is that I lost my wallet. I have to wait for my new debit card to get to me. I don't know if I will get it before spring break arrives. And now I really want to go home to Albany. But I don't know if it will happen.